Joseph, my husband in the future?

I meet him on friday, on 29 february 2008. I remember very well… i was dancing with my friend Carol and i was hating music. When we are walking for dance floor anybody gave my beret. In the same moment he gave od the guy and give me back. He smiled for me and i smiled too. After he went talk with me. We talked a little and he ask me: “do you smoke?”, when i aswer him that yes we went to “smoke area”. He ask me if i would like drink anything and I said: of course, pint of Guinness. He gave fo me and stayed chatting. There talked about many things and he tryed kiss me. I did one “H”, but after i kissed him. The kiss was perfect! We come back to dance floor we dancing together and he stayed talking for me: “enjoy babe, enjoy”. I cant forget the eyes him, the lips, the smile, the laught… I have good memories about two days that stayed together. Happened any things, but are small things that turn a special moment.

Today we talked on mobyle and sometimes on internet too. He said that we will get married, he said also any beautiful words, but i know that not is possible and i am (despilhada).

Maybe in the future we date again. I dont knew about this. But sometimes i remember about everything and i miss him a lot. He is THE GUY, i think, but in this moment the his life is there and the mine is here. So, i will enjoy a lot here, all the time… I loved this too.

What i like more is listen his voice… my mind travel to Dublin again… In my dreams when i am slepping i live my memories again. Is clear, is nice too!

But i am very very well! I am happy here and enjoy the same way that he would like…